hello girls

I have a really big problem which is that I'm fat...I'm not huge you know but I have 20 kgms in my body that is not neccesary and that is making me look fat
I was ok with it until NOW ..I don't know what happened to people around me they used to say nothing about it but NOW all of a sudden everybody started making jokes about me..EVERYBODY including my parents ... 5 minutes ago mom made fun of me when I told her that I want a short hair cut she said you already have a fat neck and short hair would make it look fater and she said I'll look like an old famous TV charecter in our country who is a fat lady with short hair
she could've said NO only
and yesterday when we sat for dinner dad said "now you sit with us for the food" he was kidding and he laughed he didn't mean to hurt me he was just joking I pretended it's ok with me and picked at my food for like 10 minutes then I went to my room
even in college those bi**es stare at me like I'm some kind of an alien or something sometimes I don't eat in college at alland just drink water because I feel embarrased for the fact that I'm fat
I feel horrible ..sometimes I feel ugly because of this fat thing and I hate my self more and more if I looked in the mirror ,the mirror now is my grea-*test*-('") enemy...sometimes I cry because of it like what is happening right now
I didn't choose to be fat...I was fat since like forever I have never been in a perfect shape in my life...I have been on diet for like a month I lost some weight but I also lost me nerves because when I'm sad or mad or anything I must eat choclate thats my biggest problem of being fat

uh i'm sorry girls I know you got your own problems and you don't need other people's problems I just needed to say this

no honey , don't worrie ,
ok maybe you'r fat
but i'm sure that you have somthing thin girls don't have i mean you're
funny , sWeat and caring ,
don't let people change who you are .

dont worry about it

i was 80 kg .... you will lose it sooner or later .... :)

you know that Nick likes curvy girls (not skinny ones)

I am sure you are pretty girl ... At least I know you are so nice to others

I am dealing with the opposite problem whole my life - and people can be cruel either .... one boy (who I really like) made very stupid jokes of me because I lost some weigh when I was ill ( It was so cruel) and I cried whole night because of it.
Now I know he doesn´t worth it.
Noone who treats you according to your weigh doesn´t worth you being sad!!
Stupid people will be stupid forever even if they are wonderfully shapped with beautiful face - noone really likes people like that.
You can be truly loved only if you are nice person.
And YOU ARE nice person N.G.

Message for all the girls:
The value of a person consists in their inside and not in their exterior!!! This is what it should matter!!!So,if someone makes fun of you or insults you,keep going,if someone praises you,keep going; no matter what-KEEP GOING!!! It's your life,live it the way YOU want!!! If you're happy with the way you are,don't bother what the others say!!!
Message for N.G.:
If you want to lose weight,you can do it!!! Trust me!!! All you need is a great willing,a good diet(for this you should consult a nutritionist),some exercises and most of all,you need support from the persons around you!!!So,if you want to lose weight,tell them you need their support!!! Anyway,I'm here for you and I'm sure the other girls are too!!!
Kisses!!!

aww girls you made me feel better thank you very much and Luca I know that Nick likes curvy girls LOL that is what making it less hard for me

Ema everything you said is so right you helped me get over it and I'm gonna do exactly what you said

xtina and Nikki thank you so much for your support

I LOVE YOU ALL SO MUCH

you are welcome , and we love you too , so much ,

we love you toooo honey !!

i have nothing to Add....the girls are right...i love you dear...

thank you girls I have never been loved like that so i'm very happy

you know yesterday I was going to die from happiness

my aunts were at our house and I swear it was all about me they were like
"you lost some weight" and "you look more beautiful today"

I just don't know what happened I was so happy that I didn't want them to stop LOL

AGAIN thank you girls for supporting me I'll never forget this