I'm so pissed off right now from many reasons!!! First off,I asked my father to go and buy me a soda and a chocolate and he refused me just because it was to uncomfortable for him to change his clothes!!! I could've gone myself but I took a bath so I was scared I might catch a cold if I go outside!!!And now I'm really upset although he asked me what I want him to buy me!!! There is no point for him to do that now,after all he has said to me today!!!He think that he comes and kisses me,I'm his little girl again!!!
Another thing-yesterday I had an exam-before it started I talked to my collegue and she told me she hadn't learnt anything and she asked me to help her!!! I believed her!!!But during the exam,she started to write like a mad one and when I asked her to tell me something,she told me she didn't know,that she didn't write anything!!!I swear-I wanted to slap her for being such a hypocrite and ignorant!!!And when she saw that I was writing she wanted to take my paper to see what I wrote there!!! And what pisses me more is that-ok-if she didn't want to tell me what I asked her-fine;it's her option,but why did she helped another girl??? Everytime that girl comes to us,my so called friend turns her back at me and she only talks with that girl!!!And then she gets mad when I don't laugh at her jokes!!! I'm really tired of her attitude towards me!!!
And the last thing is of course about my crush!!! It's just I don't understand him anymore-I already wrote about this in the shoutbox-it's just that everytime I try to talk to him,he ignores me,telling me he's busy or he talks to another girls!!! But when I try to show him how it's like and I ignore him-he gets mad,saying I don't play fair!!! And I told him he had to respect me,that even if I wasn't as beautiful and wonderful as his girl friends,I had a value and he had to respect that!!!And I also told him I hated him and I couldn't stand his attitude anymore and better leave me alone!!!And after 2 weeks of not talking to each other,he came saying in a way SORRY and he asked me if I was upset on him-bla,bla,bla-WHATEVER!!! I really don't know what to do-cause I love him,but I also have a dignity and I can't let him play with me!!!
OK-that's it!!!Sorry for bothering and boring you with my stupid problems,but I just had to relief myself and I thought this chat would be the best option!!!Kisses!!!

I don´t know what to say - it is too sad

we are here for you!!

am sure things calmed down now,,,
Hun,,,, Dads do that,

umm, i have lots of things to say, but xtina is pissed off now, and wants someone to comfert her "OR LISTEN TO HER"...

i'll be back to you,,,,,,,:P

Yo!...back...

i just wanna let you know that we are here for you, anytime you feel bad, just let it out here...

and about your friend, i am sad to tell you that she is not a real friend,,, she is like (soooo self centered)...

and about your huge LOVE,,,,, give it some time,,, time heals everything...
when i get in argument with my special person, i try to give him and me some space,,, and act calm...cause rushing it ruins everything,,,, you end up saying things you don't mean and regret...

so you are on the right track with him......


xoxoxox